Being One and Done
Note:
This page explores the experience of choosing not to have more children or feeling unable to.
If you're navigating grief around lacking the choice of being able to grow your family in the way you hoped, you might want to skip this one or come back to it gently, when you feel ready.
Some of us knew early on: one was enough.
For others, the question still lingers in the background, quietly aching, quietly terrifying.
The truth is, many neurodivergent parents struggle to imagine doing it again.
Not because we don’t love our children.
But because we know what it took to survive it the first time.
The sensory overload. The sleep deprivation. The mental load. The complete loss of self.
For some of us, it was trauma.
For others, it’s just the quiet knowing: I don’t have the capacity for more.
And still, there can be guilt.
Grief. Doubt. Shame.
The pressure to give our child a sibling.
The fear that we’ll regret it later.
The tension between wanting more and being too scared to try.
These voice notes are for anyone holding those questions or carrying that clarity.
Whether you’re certain you’re one and done…
Or still unsure…
You’re not alone. And you’re not failing.
You’re just being honest about what your body, your brain, and your life can hold.
Voice Notes
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Journaling prompts
What messages or expectations are shaping how I feel about having “only” one child?
From family? Culture? Social media? Seeing other parents? Which ones don’t actually belong to you?
If I never had another child, what might I get to reclaim, protect, or honour in myself?
This isn’t about choosing. It’s about acknowledging what matters to you, right now.
What would it actually take — emotionally, practically, physically — to do this again?
How would it reshape my life? What kind of support would I need? And is that even available to me right now?
Do I know my child needs a sibling?
What stories am I carrying about what makes a “complete” family?
Please share your Journaling insights!
Click below if you had a ‘moment’. We’d love to hear what resonated. This helps shape future voice notes and journals.